ok.... maybe being such a nice person isnt that nice after all. yes, you can get along well with people but you're also giving them the chance to push you around, to boss you with their very authoritative voices. when you're mean and bad and nasty and evil, you can demand respect and silence and attention without even asking for it. so, it is ok to be cruel?

i dont think i can answer this question objectively right now. i'll be very emotionally biased if i try to.

last night (after the big tiff with the little sister), i realized that being buddies with people can be quite deceptive and dangerous. they tend to get things easy on you. and in the process you lose the value of your humanity. i dunno if it really works that way. anyways, i cant delve on this because i dunno if you're even interesting to know this or not.

i've been watching the movie 'the priest'. i dunno if you can relate to it or not (because you need to be open-minded about it). anyway, it sorta reminded of my last year in high school. remember, fr. danny isidro sj???? oooooohlala... we're not getting censored with names huh! well.... priest who are homos or priests who live a very 'human life' (if you catch my drift) gives a bad name to the entire religious population. the thing is, being a priest doesnt mean you cease to be human... being a priest doesnt mean you can give up the call of nature. human as we are, we need to eat, drink, sleep and have a good round of sex (",)

AND BEING RELIGIOUS DOESNT EXCUSES ANYONE FROM BEING HUMAN!

so why be grounded by the man-made laws of the church? i dont think god ever said to deprive onself of sex. the vow of celibacy was broken as it was clearly depicted in the movie but fr. gregg there was just being human. and there would be many more like fr. gregg and fr. danny in the world. what's the law for anyway?!

and the seal of confession... can you at least give a hint? i doubt of our priests can actually stop the growing crime rate.

anyways, a lot of you may beg to differ with my views. i dunno about you but i gotta go. my sis is waiting for me outside!

ciao!

i woke up this morning with a loud thud! i think i should have stayed in bed. it's the exam week and everything is just as freaky as hell... i dunno how to get away with a passing mark if i dont study! i hate studying...

guess who's back in davao?! oh give up! you dont know him anyway. it's allin.

QUESTION: how do i get over him?

i try to work on my memory. and a few things come back to me when i concentrate. i'm pretty sure i like the guy.. his good sense of humor, his undying laughter, his music, his eyes, his smile... (everything about him just make my heart sore)... everywhere he goes, he just spreads humor, fun and laughter without making another's life miserable.

but....... oh there's a big but! i cant live like this. maybe i just need something to get rid of this feeling before i get hurt.

augh!

this is tough!

i dont think i'll be able to get away with this philosophy on alienated labor by karl marx. i come from a middle-class family and all my life, i have been taught to pursue my dreams and ambition. one of them just happens to be having my own piece of land in this freaking world. but after seeing the points marx has presented in this article... i;m having confused thoughts about it...

g'morning!

this is another day and i'm supposed to start of with some thoughts about karl marx and his alienated labor.... but then i got so mesmerized with what i saw this morning on the way here.... magnificent sun beckons overs the majestic moutains....

the trip from the house to school is usually composed of bumper-to-bumper traffic, and more bumper-to-bumper traffice. but today was different. my brother took the freeway/highway... (and yes, i'm not driving bcuz i dont have a driver's license... i dont have a license bcuz my mom, my bro and my sis and i think even dad would allow me to drive yet... i think they're scared of my racer's ability in driving.......... heheheheh) anyways, going back to my morning trip, it was basically about GETTING AWAY from the rush and hassle in the city streets. geezzz... i'm getting really good at getting away with things...

second entry for the day...

and i did try to make my homework. its just too bad cuz i have no idea about the accounting for joint ventures and consolidated whatever! so i end up making journal entries that dont make sense at all.

i had lunch with friends who i dont get to see quite often since they shifted to another course (can you call a revel bar and iced tea a lunch?)... seeing old friends got me to thinking WHY DO GOOD REALLY GREAT GIRLS HOOK UP WITH BASTARDS? well.. i'm not generalizing the entire male population... i mean, who am i to judge. but more often than not, that's what really happens. tonette is really a great girl who's undeniably head over feet with this mel who cant even think straight without a bottle of bud in his hand... of course, that's an exagerration. but tonette and mel??? geeezzzz!!! sure, sure... they are friends as they say they are but when i look in tonette's eyes, i see something else... it's not just friendship. it's that and something more...

and that brings us to a more philosophical ground... i dont wanna delve into that right now.... it's not fit for my blog. see, i'm living my title... this is truly an art of getting away. i start something and i just get away with it just like that. well... sometimes, things should be left unsaid.. yeah, cuz if i start talking... my god, someone has to call the cops to make me stop. this is why i get for being so oppinionated.

my head is empty again... see you next time!

so ok... this is the time of the year when things are just uhmmm.... i dont have the word for it, but things are just getting as weird as hell. i have this combo of hay fever (brought to me by the weird weather!) and a nasty crack on my 2nd molar and it will prolly take me a week before i could yank the fucker! grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! tuesday. yup, today is teusday and i have loads of stuff to do. i havent recovered from the slump i had last prelim and now i'm going down.... 6 feet undergroud!!!!!!!!!! accounting isnt supposed to be this hard... it's just that profs have their hands around my neck. the next thing you'll know my head will be in the brink of a guillotine. cant imagine myself walking around headless... ciao! need to do my homework.

hey there girl... i have no idea why i did this. i'm not harry houdini who can get away with things. neither am i above the law. but let's see if i know stuffs about getting away. heck! this is just for fun... i think so....