i would like to come clean right now.

i am in cahoots with her in her poor efforts to abort her zygote. after 2 preg test, it seems that she may be pregnant. i'm not sure if it's T's of R's though... i think she may have some doubt that it may be T's but then she's been with R the whole time. and she's convince that it's R's.

mmmmmkay... it's not really a question of who's the biological father of the zygote. the thing is i've played a huge role on her attempt to abort the zygote.

1. 4 tablets of cortal orally taken, 1 tablet for vaginal insert. all these taken with a chug of dark lager to boot.

2. 1 tablet of cytotec orally taken and another one inserted. cytotec is not sold over-the-counter. one can get in quiapo though.

3. if all else fail, last resort would be to see an abortionist. there aren't very many out there.

i'm not really sure how far will i go along with this ploy. i cannot take part on this.

abortion. is this the only way to get away with a huge responsibility of child-bearing? i dunno. but if i were in her place, a child right now would be a great blunder for my enjoyment.

d'ya know that i'm gonna be a lot busy starting tonight.

first off, i will be going to CineManila with tita kong ang ate che tonight. gonna watch either a french film or the taliban movie. not sure which but i'm gonna meet them up at greenbelt in an hour.

i will some things tonight too. i dunno if i should bring a lot of clothes with me or not. jackie said it's just a simple wedding ceremony. still, this is jackie's wedding we're talking about!

and dershey's turning 19. omigod! my lil sister is getting old. augh! and it's gonna be my turn soon. yiiiiikes!

..... i dunno. haaaayyyy....

"Do you have a lot of self control? And are you exercising it more than usual?"