Island in the Sun by Weezer

Hip hip
Hip hip
Hip hip
Hip hip

When you’re on a holiday
You can’t find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too

On an island in the sun
We’ll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can’t control my brain

Hip hip
Hip hip

When you’re on a golden sea
You don’t need no memory
Just a place to call your own
As we drift into the zone

On an island in the sun
We’ll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can’t control my brain

We’ll run away together
We’ll spend some time forever
We’ll never feel bad anymore

Hip hip
Hip hip
Hip hip

On an island in the sun
We’ll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can’t control my brain

We’ll run away together
We’ll spend some time forever
We’ll never feel bad anymore

Hip hip

We’ll never feel bad anymore
No no
We’ll never feel bad anymore
No no
No no
No no



notus: because i can't come home for the holidays, lemme just imagine the warm weather, the sea, sun, sand of davao.... hip hip!

Waves by Marjorie Fair

Feels as if the things I thought about
Silly boy, you're off to what I thought about
In a way, the sun is setting on my side
But it's alright unless it's gone
Away from here for good

[BRIDGE]
But it's so hard, watching you fade away
And it's too hard, watching you fade away

[CHORUS]
These are the ways that I talked about, silly boy
Don't you forget about what I have said
These are the ways that I talked about, silly boy
Don't you forget about what I have said
It's all in your head

The person that I thought I was
Is something that I don't think is coming true
And to say things that surround me now
Are the same things that I seem to see right through



notus: who is this lady i knew, i know and i'll know someday? i know i am daddy's frustration... i have been following all his orders, grooming me. i could have been an exact replica of him... only somewhere, somehow, i took a different path. now, "the person that i thought i was is something that i don't think is coming true and to say things that surround me now are the same things that i seem to see right through"

all the young dudes by world party

Well Billy rapped all night about his suicide
How he kick it in the head when he was twenty-five
Speed jive don't want to stay alive
When you're twenty-five
And Wendy's stealing clothes from Marks and Sparks
And Freedy's got spots from ripping off the stars from his face
Funky little boat race
Television man is crazy saying we're juvenile deliquent wrecks
Oh man I need TV when I got T Rex
Oh brother you guessed
I'm a dude dad
All the young dudes (Hey dudes)
Carry the news (Where are ya)
Boogaloo dudes (Stand up Come on)
Carry the news
All the young dudes (I want to hear you)
Carry the news (I want to see you)
Boogaloo dudes (And I want to talk to you all of you)
Carry the news

Now Lucy looks sweet cause he dresses like a queen
But he can kick like a mule it's a real mean team
But we can love oh yes we can love
And my brother's back at home with his Beatles and his Stones
We never got it off on that revolution stuff
What a drag too many snags
Now I've drunk a lot of wine and I'm feeling fine
Got to race some cat to bed
Oh is there concrete all around
Or is it in my head
Yeah
I'm a dude dad
All the young dudes (Hey dudes)
Carry the news (Where are ya)
Boogaloo dudes (Stand up)
Carry the news
All the young dudes (I want to hear ya)
Carry the news (I want to see you)
Boogaloo dudes (And I want to relate to you)
Carry the news
All the young dudes (What dudes)

Carry the news (Let's hear the news come on)
Boogaloo dudes (I want to kick you)
Carry the news
All the young dudes (Hey you there with the glasses)
Carry the news (I want you)
Boogaloo dudes (I want you at the front)
Carry the news (Now you all his friends)
All the young dudes (Now you bring him down cause I want him)
Carry the news
Boogaloo dudes (I want him right here bring him come on)
Carry the news (Bring him here you go)
All the young dudes (I've wanted to do this for years)
Carry the news (There you go)
Boogaloo dudes (How do you feel)
Carry the news



notus: ode to high school friends. some of you may be young dads and mommas cradling your lil angels. some of you may have headed to the big city. some of you may still be in school or if out, bumming around, drinking your 6-pack, playing your guitar...

Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends



notus: waiting room turned comfort room. wake me up when september ends...

No Woman No Cry by Bob Marley

No woman no cry, no woman no cry
No woman no cry, no woman no cry
Say, say, say I remember when we used to sit
In a government yard in Trenchtown
Obba, obba, observing the hypocrites
As we would mingle
With the good people we meet
Good friends we have,
Oh, good friends we've lost
Along the way
In this great future,
You can't forget your past
So dry your tears, I say

No woman no cry, no woman no cry
Little darling, don't shed no tears,
No woman no cry
Say I remember when we use to sit
In the government yard in Trenchtown
And then Gorgie would make the fire lights
As it was, log would burnin'
Through the nights
Then we would cook cornmeal porridge
Of which I'll share with you
My feet is my only carriage
So I've got to push on thru
Oh, while I'm gone

Everything 's gonna be alright,
Everything 's gonna be alright
Everything 's gonna be alright,
Everything 's gonna be alright
No woman no cry,
No, no woman no cry
Oh, my little sister
Don't shed no tears
No woman no cry


notus: karen, this is for you on your 23rd year.

Ever After by Bonnie Bailey with Hed Kandi

Three years ago, our journey began.
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand.
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark.
Just knowing with conviction from the start.

The moment your eyes made an introduction,
I felt my second violent breath of life.
Flawless to the point of being godly,
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections.

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn.
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh.
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride.
I still believe in ever after with you.

Nothing compares to the good times.
Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb.
You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind.
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine.

Emotions, volcanic eruptions,
We both still care, so we're still alive.
Tunnel vision, determination,
I want you, I want to make it right.

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn.
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh.
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride.
I still believe in ever after with you.

You are my twisted sunshine.
You are my twisted sunshine.

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn.
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh.
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride.
I still believe in ever after with you.

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn.
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh.
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride.
I still believe in ever after with you.


notus: oh. my. god. this is for allin. for most part, the song tells so much about how it is with him except the mushy party bcuz we never really had any of those... but... oh, how i wish. i still believe in ever after with you...

Hurt by Nine Inch Nails

I hurt myself today.
to see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain.
the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole.
the old familiar sting.
try to kill it all away.
but I remember everything.
what have I become?.
my sweetest friend.
everyone I know.
goes away in the end.
you could have it all.
my empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
I wear my crown of shit.
on my liar's chair.
full of broken thoughts.
I cannot repair.
beneath the stain of time.
the feeling disappears.
you are someone else.
I am still right here.
what have I become?.
my sweetest friend.
everyone I know.
goes away in the end.
you could have it all.
my empire or dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
if I could start again.
a million miles away.
I would keep myself.
I would find a way.



notus: i wonder if this songs holds true for krystel and i... just a passing thought.

Runaway Train by Soul Asylum

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same



notus: this song truly reminds me of that night Nap called up and roused me from my sleep. that night i decided to get rid of him... and get rid of him fast.

A Long December by Counting Crows

A long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin’
Now the days go by so fast
And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven... i wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it’s all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in hollywood
If you think you might come to california...i think you should
Drove up to hillside manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And it’s been a long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it’s one more day up in the canyon
And it’s one more night in hollywood
It’s been so long since I’ve seen the ocean...i guess I should



notus: this song says it all. i mean every word i wrote in my testimonial for raen at friendster. if cebu is treating her bad, i'd be more than happy to have her here. manila is bearable enough for a fresh start. then again, i should also take a dosage of my own pill...

4 am by our lady peace

I walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
What's wrong

I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just
Bend this way

If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
What's wrong



notus: to daddy and mama on your 28th wedding anniversary. a tribute from daddy's lil girl.

Insensitive by Jann Arden

How do you cool your lips after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat after the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice you'd know anywhere?

Oh I really should have known by the time you drove me home,
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual good-byes.
By the chill in your embrace and the expression on your face,
That told me you might have some advice to give ...
On how to be...
Insensitive.

How do you numb your skin after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood after the body rush?
How do you free your soul after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again?

Oh you probably won't remember me, it's probably ancient history,
I'm one of the chosen few who went ahead and fell for you.
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch, I fell too fast, I feel too much.
I thought that you might have some advice to give ...
On how to be ...
Insensitive.


notus: mmmmmm... Nap. Kalinaw. Nap. Kalinaw. Nap. Nap. Nap.

Cannonball by Damien Rice

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know



notus: i am blinded by the presence of Nap in my life right now. there are a great deal many things i like about him. i like that he is eloquent, intelligent, and, i must admit, wise beyond his years in most respects. i like that he can and will make me laugh, and can and will laugh at most of my attempts at humor. i like that he is interested in coffee, stocks and football with almost the same intensity as much as i do... there's one minor thing that will still keep me getting too close: i haven't really met him yet.

the ghost in you by counting crows

A man in my shoes runs a light
All the papers lie tonight
But falling over you
Is the news of the day

Angels fall like rain
And love, is all of heaven way
Inside you the time moves and she don't fade
The ghost in you she don't fade away

The race is on, I’m on your side
But hearing you my engines died
I’m in the mood for you
Or for running away

All the stars come down in you
But love, love, love you can't give it away
Inside you the time moves and she don't fade
The ghost in you she don't fade
Inside you the time moves and she don't fade away
Don't you know she don't fade

Don't you go it makes no sense
And all these talking supermen
Just take away the time just to get it away
Aint it just like the rain
Cause love, love, love, love is only heaven away
Inside you the time moves and she don't fade
The ghost in you she don't fade away

Inside you the time moves and she don't fade away
The ghost in you she don't fade

A man in my shoes runs a light
But all the papers lie tonight
Falling over you is the news of the day
And love will not fade away
And love love love will not fade away



notus: i am falling for a married man again. yes, that's the news of the day. if he asks me out i am surely gonna say yes in a heartbeat. why, oh, why...

moonchild by cibo matto

moonchild still lives in my heart.
can i ask you something?
is your life better now?

sometimes i feel you're sitting next to me
and listening to my stories
time always shows me
it's hard to understand
how to be myself

moonlight dries your tears
moonlight hides your fears

sometimes I feel you're smiling at me
and telling me your memories
tide always moves fast
can you tell me how to find words inside a shell?



notus: i wonder how YOU all are...

blower's daughter by damien rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new



notus: this song is the OST of the movie, Closer. shawn puts it all concisely when he wrote: [it's] Not a movie you want to watch with your girlfriend, not to mention if you happen to be one of those unfortunates who are still with them after they have cheated on you. So, if you need that extra push to tell someone who has cheated on you to get the fuck out of your life, have a seat with them and watch Closer. As for the rest of us, we can watch it and know that if we ever get cheated on by that significant other, it will not be something that we will be able to turn a blind eye towards. oh well.. i've never been cheated on, not even close to considering that my significant other could be spooning around... but i have. i guess i will be able to forget allin until i find somebody new.

if you could only see by tonic

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size

Sayin’ you love but you don’t
You give your love but you won’t

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Seems the road less traveled
Show’s happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That’s what you gotta do

Sayin’ you love but you don’t
You give your love but you won’t
You’re stretching out your arms to something that’s just not there
Sayin’ you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Sayin’ you love but you don’t
You give your love but you won’t
Sayin’ you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me



notus: yes, yes, yes... even i, i could understand why gary had to leave me. i can do anything... anything but love.

love alone by caedmon's call

No one would love me
if they knew all the things I hide
My words fall to the floor
As tears drip through the telephone line

And the hands I’ve seen raised to the sky
Not waving but drowning all this time
I'll try to build an ark that they need
To float to you upon the crystal sea

chorus:
Give me your hand to hold
'Cause I can't stand to love alone
And love alone is not enough to hold us up
We've got to touch your robe
So swing your robe down low
Swing your robe down low

The prince of despair's been beaten
But the loser still fights
Death's on a long leash
Stealing my friends to the night

And everyone cries for the innocent
You say to love the guilty too
And I'm surrounded by suffering and sickness
So I'm working tearing back the roof

(chorus)

And the pain of the world is a burden
And it's my cross to bear
And I stumble under all the weight
I know you're Simon standing there
And I know you're standing there



notus: i remember dave singing this song back in college. he wasn't the only jesus freak i know. raen, too. i wonder why things didn't work out for them... sigh.

amber by 311

Brainstorm
take me away from the norm
I got to tell you something
this phenomenon
I had to put it in a song
and it goes like

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
you ought to know what brings me here
you glide through my head blind to fear
and I know why
whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You live too far away
your voice rings like a bell anyway
don't give up your independence
unless it feels so right
nothing good comes easily
sometimes you gotta fight

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
launched a thousand ships in my heart, so easy
still it's fine from afar, and you know that
whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm
whoa, I got to tell you something



notus: a cosmopolite. a woman of the world. she has always been my wahine dream... but i dunno who she is.

big dream by samantha mathis

i have a dream, my own
and it's mine and mine alone
it's been my friend since i was just a girl

it has a life, it has a heart
has a soul and it's a part
of everything this woman keeps the world

and it's a big dream
big enough to share
like a rainbow, hanging in the air

nothing dark making it come true
makes me think maybe god's a woman too
makes me think maybe god's a woman too

there's a full moon tonight
and i'm bathing in its light
naked as the day i was born

there's no shame beneath this sky
i have kissed the past goodbye
and mended my broken heart so torn

with a sweet sound
only i can make
and it gets stronger with every breath i take

and it's all part of making me feel new
makes me think maybe god's a woman too
makes me think maybe god's a woman too



notus: this reminds of the movie This Thing Called Love. i remember how River Phoenix takes Samantha Mathis up to the top of a building in the middle of the city and introduces her to a sort-of "rite of passage". He tells her that she has to look out over the city and yell with determination: "Look out, Music City, 'cause I'm here now, and I ain't ever leaving!" i've always wanted to do this when i moved here but i didn't.

amie by damien rice

Nothing unusual, nothing strange
Close to nothing at all
The same old scenario, the same old rain
And there's no explosions here
Then something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
I saw a spaceship fly by your window
Did you see it disappear?

Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me
Nothing unusual, nothing's changed
Just a little older that's all
You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it away

Something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
But I'm not a miracle
And you're not a saint
Just another soldier
On the road to nowhere

Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me

And Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me



notus: "... come sit on my wall and read me the Story of O..." i have always loved the talks, the erotica that flows from our lips.

you are my high by demon vs heartbreaker

you are my high
feel me love you
you are my high
feel me love you
you are my high
till me love you
you are my high
till me love you

you
you are my high
till me love you
you are my high
feel me love you
you are my high

till me love high
you
to be my high
high me
to be high me

love
love
love
love
love me
love me
love me

you you are my high

till me love you
you are my high



notus: "Those days are so fucking blurred, how can you tell me you love me if we can't remember half the things we did? I don't want to be a lovely feeling associated with a lovely high, because no matter how nice it sounds when a boy tells a girl she is the perfect drug, in practice, I want to know you are flying because I am your wings and not because we have to make it to Bill's on time for our next e fix, or meth, or a dance with the white lady or whatever the fuck we felt like doing that night." an excerpt from Microsoft Word & The Vicodin Heart by Anaiis Flox

santeria by sublime

I don't practice santeria
I ain't got no crystal ball
I had a million dollars but I'd,
I'd spend it all
If I could find that heina and that sancho that she's found,
Well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down

What I really wanna know,
My baby, what I really want to say I can't define
Well it's love,
That I need, oh ,
But my soul will have to,
Wait till I get back and find heina of my own
Daddy's gonna love one and all

I feel the break,
Feel the break,
Feel the break and I got to live it up,
Oh, yea huh, well I swear that I
What I really wanna know, baby,
What I really want to say I can't define
That love make it go,
My soul will have to...

What I really wanna say,
My baby,
What I really wanna say is I've got mine
And I'll make it, Yes, I'm comin' up

Tell sanchito that if he knows what is good for him
He best go run and hide
Daddy's got a new .45
And I won't think twice to stick that barrel
Straight down sancho's throat
Believe me when I say that
I got somethin for his punk ass
What I really wanna know, my baby,
What I really wanna say is there's just one,
Way back,
And I'll make it, yea,
But my soul will have to wait

Daddy's got a new .45



notus: reminds me of daddy.

last goodbye by jeff buckley

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go :
you gave me more to live for,
more than you'll ever know.

This is our last embrace,
must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Baby, maybe it is just because I didn't know you at all.

Kiss me, please,
Kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know,
it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye.

Did you say "no, this can't happen to me,"
and did you rush to the phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying,
"maybe... you didn't know him at all."

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memory
Of her sighs that, "it's over... it's over..."



notus: "sometimes i wish i had never met you because then i could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there." Dr. Lambeau, Good Will Hunting

She's Got Issues by The Offspring

I‘m seeing this girl and she just might be out of her mind
Well she‘s got baggage and it‘s all the emotional kind
She talks about closure and that validation bit
I don‘t mean to be insensitive, but I really hate that shit

Oh man she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay
She thinks she‘s the victim
Yeah

Now I know she‘ll feel abandoned
If I don‘t stay over late
And I know she‘s afraid to commit
But it‘s only our second date

Oh man she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay
She thinks she‘s the victim
But she takes it all out on me

I don‘t know why you‘re messed up
I don‘t know why your whole life is a chore
Just do me a favor
And check your baggage at the door

Now she talks about her ex nonstop, but I don‘t mind
But when she calls out his name in bed
That‘s where I draw the line
You told me a hundred times how your father left and he‘s gone
But I wish you wouldn‘t call me daddy
When we‘re gettin‘ it on

Oh man she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay
She‘s playing the victim
And taking it all out on me
My god she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay

If you think I‘m controlling
Then why do you follow me around
If you‘re not co-dependent
Then why do you let others drag you down

I don‘t know why you‘re messed up
I don‘t know why your whole life is a chore
Just do me a favor
And check your baggage at the door



notus: krystel, vous êtes des bagages émotifs.

the trick is to keep breathing by garbage

She's not the kind of girl
Who likes to tell the world
About the way she feels about herself
She takes a little time
In making up her mind
She doesn't want to fight against the tide

Lately
I'm not the only one
I say
Never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

Can't bear to face the truth
So sick he cannot move
And when it hurts he takes it out on you

Lately
I'm not the only one
I say
Never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

The trick is to keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing

She knows the human heart
And how to read the stars
Now everything's about to fall apart

I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around ?

I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around ?

The trick is to keep breathing X7



notus: if it ain't it, i dunno what.

angels or devils by dishwalla

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold



notus: my days during 2004 had witness the battle of angels and demons.