last goodbye by jeff buckley

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go :
you gave me more to live for,
more than you'll ever know.

This is our last embrace,
must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Baby, maybe it is just because I didn't know you at all.

Kiss me, please,
Kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know,
it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye.

Did you say "no, this can't happen to me,"
and did you rush to the phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying,
"maybe... you didn't know him at all."

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memory
Of her sighs that, "it's over... it's over..."



notus: "sometimes i wish i had never met you because then i could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there." Dr. Lambeau, Good Will Hunting

She's Got Issues by The Offspring

I‘m seeing this girl and she just might be out of her mind
Well she‘s got baggage and it‘s all the emotional kind
She talks about closure and that validation bit
I don‘t mean to be insensitive, but I really hate that shit

Oh man she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay
She thinks she‘s the victim
Yeah

Now I know she‘ll feel abandoned
If I don‘t stay over late
And I know she‘s afraid to commit
But it‘s only our second date

Oh man she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay
She thinks she‘s the victim
But she takes it all out on me

I don‘t know why you‘re messed up
I don‘t know why your whole life is a chore
Just do me a favor
And check your baggage at the door

Now she talks about her ex nonstop, but I don‘t mind
But when she calls out his name in bed
That‘s where I draw the line
You told me a hundred times how your father left and he‘s gone
But I wish you wouldn‘t call me daddy
When we‘re gettin‘ it on

Oh man she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay
She‘s playing the victim
And taking it all out on me
My god she‘s got issues
And I‘m gonna pay

If you think I‘m controlling
Then why do you follow me around
If you‘re not co-dependent
Then why do you let others drag you down

I don‘t know why you‘re messed up
I don‘t know why your whole life is a chore
Just do me a favor
And check your baggage at the door



notus: krystel, vous êtes des bagages émotifs.

the trick is to keep breathing by garbage

She's not the kind of girl
Who likes to tell the world
About the way she feels about herself
She takes a little time
In making up her mind
She doesn't want to fight against the tide

Lately
I'm not the only one
I say
Never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

Can't bear to face the truth
So sick he cannot move
And when it hurts he takes it out on you

Lately
I'm not the only one
I say
Never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

The trick is to keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing

She knows the human heart
And how to read the stars
Now everything's about to fall apart

I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around ?

I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around ?

The trick is to keep breathing X7



notus: if it ain't it, i dunno what.

angels or devils by dishwalla

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold



notus: my days during 2004 had witness the battle of angels and demons.